Hi ya'll,
Well, good thing I didn't sell all of my fat clothes. Here it is ...day 22 of not smoking and I bet I've gained 10 pounds already. My stretch marks have cellulite.
Yeah, that IS f'n depressing.
I am totally sad and depressed. I'm fat ,I'm hideous, I can't smoke, I'm all alone, my hair is beyond repulsive, I don't have a job, it's not spring yet....bla bla bla...yackity smackity.
Yet as miserable as I am, when I think that if I were in England with my husband, poor Cavuto would STILL be in quarantine.Through snow and everything.Then I realize how much MORE miserable I could be. Ahh , sometimes the bright side just sucks too.
What are ya' gonna do? Suck it up and get on wit yo bad self.
I'm sooo behind on blogging. Not that you've missed anything. Quitting smoking is quite the life consuming project.
I've spent lots of time in my bed. I've drug out my errands all day long (on several days),I've read tons of books, eaten tons of pens,pencils,cinnamon sticks,straws and tooth picks.I've squeezed lots of play-doh .
I still have the urge to go get some cigarettes. But I manage to NOT do it ..one day after the next. Ugh. I hope to feel ok... someday.... SOON!!!!!
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That damn "lone" fish is still alive. Every morning I wake up expecting to find him "belly up" but nope. When I walk by he will be up at the top of the bowl sucking air, like he's about to die.
Then when he doesn't know I'm watching he'll be swimming around like he's an exhibit at Seaworld.
I think he's messing with my feeble mind on purpose. And what a pain it is to care for one stupid fish. Who knew?
My husband said "why don't you just flush him down the toilet?"
"Um ...NO! Can you imagine what a hideous death THAT would be ?"
Besides Cavuto likes him ,when the water is clean enough to see him.
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I tried on my purple dress that I was going to wear for the wedding.My friend Eva said "it looked like crap! "
It did not fit right. (just like everything else)
So I got a new dress. The one in the pic. I have no idea what it will look like by June. I could weigh 300 pounds by then. God forbid!
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On that note, Cavuto ,my little quarantine refugee is also getting fat.
"wha? I'm not fat. I'm fluffy."
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Some books worth reading!
They were all good. time to make dinner though so No book reports:)
Happy humpday!
